Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

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I'll go back when I feel it's right.

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I can't be bothered by anyone who doesn't bother about me.

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I'm not a role model. Stopped being one a long time ago. If I eat shit, takkan adek nak makan taik jugak.

..and I'll be the same

( Anyway. )

Mon, I miss closings with you. I swear I do. I miss Jack having to ask whether it's 1 place or 2.

and if I rewrite that..,

Mon, I miss closings with you
I swear I do
I miss Jack having to ask whether it's 1 place or 2

-Xia Pei Jia

Let's travel around the world, just you and me, beau.

HAAAAAAAAHAHAHA HOKAY! Thank YOU FAD! Sayaaaaaaaaaaang Along!

I haven't been working for the past 4 days. It should be a welcomed relief. I miss my partners and I will miss them more in the days to come.

Remember: We fought for the cool Shure wristand that Adam said only presidents can wear. HAHA!

( Watermelon Mint )

zaman 80an


ilovethisjomjom

I'm waiting for me to get myself a new tech crap. Mine crapped out. I'm wearing headphones now but I'm not listening to anything. Vad is wrong vid mee?

Thank you YANA! For the photos (: Thank you MIZEE! For your laptop and your headphones :D

It's at this point that I realise again, I can always always, damn it ALWAYS turn to you Karma you're next to me I can feel you if only you'd make your presence known. If only you'd introduce yourself, we can sit down together and we can talk. You're my best friend! My goddamn best friend.

HELLO HELLO.

This is so kiddy. So secondary school.

Al-Kisah Tak kisah.

YOU.

I don't really give a shit but somehow I feel like a fool.

I'm glad it's over, I'm out of it, so long and goodbye.

Let me do you a favour, as a friend, stop embarrassing yourself. The world, is not with you. Seriously! Look around you. Open your eyes. Here's a fact: Not everybody likes you and you're just annoying them. YUP! You don't care. But they do. So. YA! Do YOURSELF a favour.

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When I say something to someone, it's for that someone and that someone only. WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO ADD COMMENTS OF YOUR OWN. YOU'RE NOT ME. I'M DEFINITELY NOT YOU. STOP IT. I MEAN NO HARM. I SUGGEST YOU DO THE SAME.

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I love Mon. KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK BYE.

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I'm SHEESHA-ING!

Ilyana Johari!

I don't know why but I had an instant liking for you when I saw you step into the store. So much so I had to give you free drinks when I found out you were applying for a job at OF.

If you were an object in your past life, you must have been a bubble, a pretty little one or a balloon, big and red. Or something else that made people happy.

That is why I don't like to see you sad. It makes me sad. I don't know how much of what I said is true, or applicable, rather. I just hope everything works out for you. It's the very least you deserve. Just remember, I'm here, we're here, your partners, friends and family.

I LOVE YOOOOOOOUUUU!!

The past week has been.. sickly. TU AH, you know I know. Too much not good for health, man. EVEN ONE ain't good, if you think (you really don't have to) about it.

But thanks to pei pa kOA, i'm cool now.

The past week has also been phenomenal. Like I said, it's indescribable (almost because indescribable can be an adjective).

What else can I say 'cept that I'm very happy for now. At work, outside work.

Won't be updating if not for I-man. The monitor at home sula mati lohh.. Gua punya adek, haiya.. Gua sayang sama dia, tapi gua lasa dia ada samting long horr.

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Thank you for your time and your kind thoughts. I appreciate it, and I too, wish you well. (:


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yea, and I should be asleep but here I am wondering how to get my SIM card out of the phone Amin sold to me.

SO CLEVER.

I really should go sleep and so should the Saudi.

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Wei. (:

Sheesha, again! HAHA it's not a wonder how I got sick. Actually I won't blame sheesha, I blame the nic-nac.

Anyway.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEE!

Sorry nothing special for you this year. So how does it feel to hang out with a younger person?

( murukku )

I had fun today. It's a boring statement. But I seriously did have fun today. I know I did cos it felt like one of the sheesha nights with Dee. And that's how I measure fun.

I watched Iron Man AGAIN! THREE times, a record for me. I think that'll be it. No more (unless orang belanja aaaaah). Now I'll wait for the DVD.

I'm battle-scarred, yes thank you A Fine Frenzy. So I'll leave the future to God and work with whatever I have. I am a little scared to plan for anything right now. This'll take some time.

But if I really do have you, I wouldn't mind that some time to be forever. Really.

You know you're working too much when you think the cash register is a mode of transport (and it wasn't me by the way, though I do work too much, hoho).

SHIKIN SAYANG! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! I'm sorry I wasn't there to surprise you. Hope you were though (I mean surprised, not whether you were present or not haha)! Hee, and I hope you liked all the gifts we got you! You are one deserving woman, know that. Ararararrr and silly me, I didn't you anything personal (like choli chols. HAHA), like a birthday card. But you'll get it soon, sabar menanti. HEHE WE LOVE YOU SHIKINNEH!

( ptoooooooz (no sorry, no pictures here) )

Sheesha at not the usual place cos the usual place is now unusual. Thanks to the saudi for the reccommendation, first time my nose watered with Mint.

I like it the same way I like Fisherman's Wharf.

And that's like LIKE ALOT ALOT one ah!

( ? )

I remember we were laughing for reasons unknown and he topped up the verismo with Peaberry. HAHA! And before that I remember us asking each other,"why are we laughing?"

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Eh Fate, you're here again.

we all have no chance in this horrid romance

*dances

OOoo I went jogging with Amin earlier at Esplanade Bridge. Shiok seh. It's been so long. And I jogged on my first day some more. Woo! Now my knee's cramping alongside my womb. Funfair yea!

I finished work at 5, went jogging and when we got back the kids asked us to go for supper at Spize. Hoore-hoore aku ni. Dari pagi sampai ke pagi luar rumah.

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It was unexpected and nice. Heeeeeee~ K, that was retarded. Mmmmmm fikir dalam kegembiraan and gembira dalam fikiran. (X

Ok, relax Fata, it's 4am! Relax man!

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halamak si saudi niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Lucky he's a good hire.